I now have trust issues.
It’s not a surprise given everything that has happened to me in the past 10 months. The challenge is figuring out how to deal with them. What to do about them.
Today I am feeling very insecure. Which is kind of weird for me. I have always felt confident. I have always felt secure.
When I look back, I can see how my confidence and self esteem has been chipped away. Not only in the past 10 months, but the past 17 years.
But as I sit here today I am question everything. Am I good enough? Am I worth it?